The massive surroundings distract from the view of the delicacy of the flowers on barren ground

So also in the time of the greatest loss.
One cannot expect that the hurdles to attaining new soul well-being can be overcome so easily and rapidly. The right view and perspective must first be completely readjusted. This requires adequate space. Take your time and change your environment, even if only for a manageable period of time. We are happy to help you find this necessary freedom.